Friday, August 31, 2012
JIM JONES GOT CAKE!!!!!! LOL ... DAMNNN
TRUST ISSUES .. Ive GOT THEM !
TRUST - TRUST
many individual’s struggle with that word, when I hear that word I
can give you a bunch of BAD TRUST
stories and a small amount of GOOD trust
situations .. goodness only knows
I want to trust my man but I also know
what im capable of and I can only
go by what Im used to what Ive been
through. When I would cheat on my
partners in the past it wasn’t because I wasn’t satisfied or the
sex was bad or they smelled funny sometimes cheating just happens because of
people not choosing to remember whats more beneficial for them in a “weak”
moment .. im just going to learn how
to trust because I know that im doing
the best I can do as far as being
faithful and everything will work out
for the best . as I
write find it easier to understand my
feelings and keep certain emotion’s under control.
Thursday, August 30, 2012
DAMN HOMIE IN 2003 YOU WAS THE MAN HOMIE... F*CK HAPPEN TO YOU ..
BEANIE SIGEL ARRESTED JUST TWO WEEKS BEFORE HE WAS TO TURN HIMSELF IN TO SERVE A TWO YEAR SENTENCE . BEANIE WAS PULLED OVER ON A ROUTINE TRAFFIC STOP AKA THEY WAS FOLLOWING HIS ASS THE POLICE FOUND A GUN AND DRUGS IN BEANIE'S CAR.
BREAKING NEWS CHAMELEON'S!!!!!! R.I.P. CHRIS LIGHTY INDUSTRY LEGEND !
ACCORDING TO REPORTS AND MANY TWITTER ACCOUNTS OF FRIENDS OF THE LATE RECORD EXECUTIVE CHRIS LIGHTY IT IS CONFIRMED THAT HE SHOT HIMSELF IN THE HEAD IN HIS BRONX APARTMENT HIS BODY WAS DISCOVERED BY POLICE AT 11:30 AM THIS MORNING . CHRIS LIGHTY WAS FACING FINANCIAL ISSUES HE OWED THE IRS 5 MILLION DOLLARS HE ALSO DIVORCED HIS WIFE LATE LAST YEAR WHICH COULD HAVE ALSO ADDED ON TO HIS GRIEF AND TROUBLES . THIS STORY HITS HOME FOR ME , CHRIS LIGHTY WAS SOMEONE WHO IVE MET AND HAD A FEW BRIEF CONVERSATIONS WITH HIM AND WAS ALWAYS KIND AND APPROACHABLE AND HE GAVE ME MY FIRST INTERN SHIP AT VIOLATOR RECORDS AT AGE 16 . CHRIS WILL BE GREATLY MISSED , HE IS MOST KNOWN FOR MANAGING THE CAREERS OF 50CENT , MISSY ELLIOT , MOBB DEEP, BUSTA RHYMES, FAT JOE MARIAH CAREY AND MANY MANY MORE . THE INDUSTRY IS HURTING RIGHT NOW !
CHAMELEON MESSAGE OF THE DAY
“Look deep into nature, and then you will understand everything better.”
–Albert Einstein
–Albert Einstein
Wednesday, August 29, 2012
MS.LOHAN YOU ARE BANNED !!!
-- Minibar charges for the 47 days: $3,145.07. The highest daily tab ... July 1st -- $502.43!!!
-- Cigarettes: $686. She blew through 49 packs in 47 days at $14 a pop
-- Chateau Candle: $100
-- Chateau restaurant: On July 4 Lindsay racked up a $1,992.07 bill. On top of that, she spent $685.96 that day on room service
DANNNNNGGG !!!!!!!!
GAY LOVE DIARIES 3
FRIDAY FEB.24 2012 (earlymorning)
Follow your heart , just be yourself,
I love him a lot and know things aren’t
perfect but I see something
special in him I haven’t had in anyone else before is that a sign to stay or leave ? I been in
more trying situations with boyfriends before and it didn’t turn out too good
but HE makes me feel like I can be a better person he shows me I need to grow
up and start acting my age , maybe I am a bit immature , he could be right “
just be yourself and we will be fine” .
easier said that done , why is it
so hard in the GAY COMMMUNTIY for men to
be them selves around there lover or
mate or boyfriend is it a fear of rejection that clouds your normal
ability to act as you are when they aren’t around ?. Why do I try and play the tough guy role when
I know that isn’t who am .
Im loving caring forgiving sweet and and affectionate and a goof ball ,
How do I
remain the same without being
walked all over and mistreated
and were do draw the line cause
some bullshit I will just not TOLERATE!
XOXOXO - BLACK GAY BOY LOST .
Tuesday, August 28, 2012
I FOUND KARLIE REDD's DAUGHTER
FOR ALL YOU KARLIE REDD *CRICKETS* .. FANS OR FOR THE LOVE AND HIPHOP VIEWERS .. KARLIE REDD'S DAUGHTER IS AN ADULT NOT A CHILD ! SHE IS 18 YEARS OF AGE SO HOW OLD DOES THAT MAKE KARLIE REDD .. IF SHE WAS MARCHING WITH MARTIN LUTHER KING PER; K. MICHELLE .!!
GAY LOVE DIARIES 2
THURSDAY FEB.232012 (early morning)
He called me back
today after me not hearing from him for three days after the recent turn of events (that
shall remain untold) . I wonder if MEN
are capable of changing and becoming less
“ANGRY” . I mean everyone makes mistakes no one is perfect but if
someone is wiling to see past your
imperfections and love you for
YOU is it worth the small amount
of turbulence in the begging to lead to
JOY and HAPPYNESS .
HER SHIRT SAYS IT ALL .. **SPOTTED ON A NYC TRAIN**
Monday, August 27, 2012
OUR OFFICIAL GIRL TURNS 26 THIS PAST WEEKEND .
DIDDY'S OFFICIAL GIRL CASSANDRA VENTURA TURNED 26 OVER THE WEEKEND AND MR. COMBS SHOWERED HER WITH GIFTS INCLUDING TWO STACKS OF MONEY MATCHING ROSE GOLD ROLEX'S AND A BIG PARTY ,SOME OF THE GUEST IN ATTENDANCE WERE CHRIS BROWN, TYGA ,FRENCH MONTANA,RED CAFE , AND JUSTIN COMBS . SOMEWERE KIM PORTER IS SITTIN SOMEWERE PISSY .. LOL 
MAMA TINA LOVES HER SOME BLU IVY
ONCE YOU GET PAST ALL THE BOTOX AND FILLERS IN MAMA TINA'S FACE YOU CAN THEN FOCUS ON HER GUSHING OVER HER BEAUTIFUL GRANDCHILD AND MUSIC INDUSTRY ROYALTY BLU IVY CARTER .
ROB AND KATY PERRY
ITS FIREWORKS AND TWILIGHT FOR ROB AND KATY AS RUMORS ARE BUZZING THAT THESE TWO WENT ON A HOT DATE LAST NIGHT IN HOLLYWOOD, COULD THIS BE THE NEW " IT" COUPLE ? ...
GAY LOVE DIARIES ...
#GAYLOVE
Why are men afraid of titles ? what is the major issue? .. you want a good
man or do you want a side dude who is
always going to be there waiting for u ?
so you don’t want a title but you
want me in your life .. were “
Friends” but friends don’t have sex friends don’t call each other and text
like we do all day … hmmm .. so is this a “ TEST” ..
ok so I guess the test is to play lets pretend we are
just friends but secretly we are really
in a relationship … # Weird ! …. Part of me likes the idea but another part
of me is like why the bullshit and games ? am I not good enough ? … well if
friends say I love you everynight
and that friend is the one u think about calling first thing in the morning .. then maybe “ friends “ isn’t so bad … Ive
been so guarded and so used to operating a certain way my brain works in BLACK OR WHITE no GREY area
.. it just cant be GREY its
like you
EITHER take ME or leave it good , bad , or in different . I don’t ever want to be that dumb man
who thinks they have a potential man waiting for them and in actuality he
talking to many other men instead
of just being there for you so maybe I should explore my other options and try and
not focus so much on the man I love ,
instead I will focus on the man I love the most which is me .. I need him to know that im not just waiting around for him and
waiting on the pulse of my IPHONE for his calls … I need to find security in my own relationship
and be confident that in myself and know that
I cant control what another man does ..
I just have to focus on myself and know that im doing the right thing
and Im working on a better me and
hopefully a UNION between me and YOU ,
I wonder if he knows how much I
LOVE HIM and if he doesn’t know why
would he want to evan talk or be with me he must see some potential in me .
XOXO- BLACK GAY BOY LOST ..
Sunday, August 26, 2012
I FEEL A CAT FIGHT COMING ON ....
Saturday, August 25, 2012
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