FRIDAY FEB.24 2012 (earlymorning)
Follow your heart , just be yourself,
I love him a lot and know things aren’t
perfect but I see something
special in him I haven’t had in anyone else before is that a sign to stay or leave ? I been in
more trying situations with boyfriends before and it didn’t turn out too good
but HE makes me feel like I can be a better person he shows me I need to grow
up and start acting my age , maybe I am a bit immature , he could be right “
just be yourself and we will be fine” .
easier said that done , why is it
so hard in the GAY COMMMUNTIY for men to
be them selves around there lover or
mate or boyfriend is it a fear of rejection that clouds your normal
ability to act as you are when they aren’t around ?. Why do I try and play the tough guy role when
I know that isn’t who am .
Im loving caring forgiving sweet and and affectionate and a goof ball ,
How do I
remain the same without being
walked all over and mistreated
and were do draw the line cause
some bullshit I will just not TOLERATE!
XOXOXO - BLACK GAY BOY LOST .
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